finding balance

I’m beginning to believe in keeping myself in balance.  Mostly my mental state.  So even though I don’t want to feel the darker emotions (anger, despair, hate), I know that I must feel them and let them go.  What’s the use of not feeling those things?  You just don’t appreciate the good emotions as much…

trials of a tech gadget geek

I love my tech gadgets.  Such wonderful toys for grown-ups out there.  Not too long ago, I was known to sport a couple of cell phones, an ipod, a digital camera, etc. all on my person.  I would have the latest gadgets to enjoy.  It made for fun, though perhaps expensive, times.  I oftentimes changed…

resolutions

music :: Dead Man’s Bones – http://www.myspace.com/deadmansbones – In The Room Where You Sleep (wrap party live version) I actually haven’t thought about my resolutions for 2009.  My standing one of course involves my poetry – write one poem a day.  After that, things are up in the air.  Shall I go for random?  Yes,…

I’m glad the holidays are over

I don’t mind the holidays in which gifts are not involved. There’s so much pressure during Christmas time, don’t you think? Buy gifts, write cards, do your duty and divide your time amongst various relatives. The stress and business of the holidays oftentimes sucks the feeling of goodness in the heart. Or maybe it was…

I should resolve

It's amazing how my patience is paper thin in certain situations. It's as if my polite control will break at any moment. It's almost something outside myself and I wonder if I will break at some point. But then I don't. The impatience ebbs away. Or so I hope. I wish for my balance in…

christmas in my heart

I know it should not matter if we don't have the means to buy anything for anyone for Christmas, but it really is a downer to not even be able to pick up a few things for the people that matter at this time of year.  I know I could take the high road and…