this was meant to end

this was meant to endso long agohow did it lastwithout the flickerto fan the flamesthis was meant to endever so long agowhy did it lastwithout inspirationto fill the cracksthis was meant to endit was writtenfrom the beginninga story of affection intersectingfor a blip of timethis was meant to endthe fire fading to ashesin the cold…

if I catch your eye

if I catch your eyethen I will know I’m dreaminga vision so sweet Monday. Joy. if hitting the snooze buttom meant a nap, I’d hit it My new clock/dock for my iPhone/iPod for charging/listening at work. Happened upon it during our wandering of Fry’s yesterday. I needed a new dock that could charge my iPhone…

the weekend

poem #1falling so slowlyfeeling quite lost and adriftwithout an anchor poem #2leave me in shadowwhere the cold dwells like lost loveaway from the light the niece and I chatted via FaceTime Saturday was a lazy day. I got to chat with my OT! It was wonderful catching up and chatting about our lives and such….

sweet friday

if you kiss me nowthe chaos will disappearwith your lips on mine spumoni We had dinner at Sweeney’s here in Brentwood. A little pricey but I was full in the end so that’s good. 🙂

closer to Friday

Journey well into the next, Donna Summer. Your songs remind me of younger days and you will always have a place in my musical memory… poem #1my muse eludes melaughing somewhere out of reachleaving me adrift poem #2is it time to say goodbyesmile and part wayslet the good memories lingerlet go of the bad onesis…

it’s only tuesday

poem #1where this is brokenthe divide widensthe cracks deepenwhat will save the inevitablethe nothing to followshould we fightshake our fists to the heavenseven as we crumbleknuckle under the pressurehave the fates decreed thisan unending strugglepowerless against destiny’s fistas we can only wondercan we rewrite the yet unwritten poem #2in another lifeour wandering paths could crosswe…

mother’s day

meandering slowpast forgotten memoriesto the truth waiting Hope the mothers out there had a great day. We went to Sacramento for brunch. It was good. 🙂

saturday went like this

behind the light that shinesin silence darkness dwellswaiting with patience so coldready to rise and swellwhat will it taketo trigger the chaosscatter all hopeto ends far and lostsurely more than just a wordhowever carefully placedcannot unleash the tidesplitting time and spaceperhaps the trick is thislittle by little let the darkness comebalanced with the shining lighttogether…