I don’t know what to say. I can barely write. My head is swirling with disbelief, anger, sorrow, and resignation. My stomach is in knots and my tears have just now dried. I cannot even imagine what his family and friends are going through. When I try and think of it, I start to cry again.
He is the reason to so many things, to so many joys that I’ve experienced in my life. How does a man I never really knew have that much impact? He’s the reason I started this online adventure. The first “big” convention I attended was because of him. I’ve got great friends because we all have Kevin Smith in common.
And now he’s gone?
It just doesn’t seem right…