havoc awaits

Two poems since I didn’t write yesterday:

Poem #1:
the emptiness strangles
aching inside
yet the outside so calm
lies to the soul
oh just once
release this fury

Poem #2:
havoc awaits
every step closer
nothing can be done
rise to the challenge
your time is now

Taylor Kitsch in Friday Night Lights

We’re on the last season of FNL and I finally don’t feel too skeevy doing screencaps of Kitsch as Tim Riggins. LOL He’s not in the last season too much (alas!) but the show has definitely kept our attention. We’re down to the last two episodes and I’m sad to see it end! Alas!

Feeling totally on edge right now and I’m trying to find that balance to keep me from screaming. I think I need a good cry but it’s almost as if I’m afraid to just let go. I tell myself there are worse things in the world and sometimes that helps but other times I feel utterly overwhelmed…

doggie love sometimes helps…