another time

another time you
can catch me
keep a piece
leave the rest
eventually we’ll me again
someday with laughter

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Dean as a demon

I couldn’t resist the quick screencaps of the trailer for the new season of Supernatural. Dean as a demon just makes me laugh a little. :)

one breath in this

this is now
one breath in this
moment to feel


it’s seriously the eyes

I should rest or pack, right?

quietly pondering

quietly pondering
unsung sacrifice
in gratitude remember
never forget
never stop moving forward

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Sullivan Stapleton in Strike Back

How can anyone forget the significance of 9/11 whether you’re from New York or California? I just read someone on twitter who said that California folks have largely forgotten (he’s a New Yorker). It made me sad and angry at the same time. I guess because I’m not a NYer, I don’t feel that bone deep sadness and despair and fear and helplessness wrought by that day? Okay then, if it makes you feel better.

I do remember.

But I also choose to remember this day as my friends’ birthdays (Shane and Sean), Harry Connick Jr.’s birthday, and the wedding anniversary of my friends (Cassady and Phil). I choose to spend a quiet moment to remember the fallen but I also choose to celebrate the light and love of this day. I refuse to let the darkness hijack that joy. This is my way of honoring the sacrifice. I live and I rejoice and look for beauty even on this day because it is out there. And this is what I choose to remember…

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Jamie Dornan knows how to look creepy

nevermore in my heart

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stay here with me
until it’s time to go
linger just a bit
longer in this place
if you must go
vanish without
a trace
nevermore in my heart

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Sullivan Stapleton in Strike Back

I was weary and sore all day but I didn’t mind. I was almost glad I was at work because I just don’t look forward to all the packing and such that still needs to be done. Like shouldn’t I be doing that right now? Instead, I’m sitting here thinking of going to sleep soon…

And when is the weather going to finally cool down a bit? Killin’ me!

a moment of need can heal

don’t walk away
over this
reach out
never forget
a moment of
need can heal

Jamie Dornan in The Fall
Dornan in The Fall

Took the day off from work today so that we could clean the new place and move stuff into storage. We still have more work to do. I’m SO TIRED and we even took a nap after lunch before moving more stuff to the storage. It’s almost nice to be tired in the body because the mind is occupied by that instead of other things. Everytime I get up I feel the soreness but I don’t mind. It makes me feel oddly more alive…

just hold me close

just hold me close
a moment please
make me forget
it’s going to
end someday

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Philip Winchester in Strike Back

This time next week we’ll be in a new place, a smaller place. I just want to get it done, have it done. And it will be done but I feel like it’s going to be torturous. ::sigh::


Sullivan Stapleton in Strike Back

I feel like I’m using my fellas to keep me calm in this time of upheaval. At least I can admit it?

So this is probably one of my popular tweets. Folks out there really adore their Jamie Dornan. ;)

never forget I care

don’t break my heart
over words left unsaid
resist the tempting
notion to keep yourself
apart from me
never forget I care

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Taylor Kitsch in The Grand Seduction

See, I still adore Kitsch. :) The Grand Seduction was a cute movie. It made me laugh in parts. And Kitsch was a bit adorable.

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Jamie Dornan in The Fall

I’m not sure why I’m suddenly feeling so fascinated by Jamie Dornan.

longing for more

sometimes I weep
unwilling to
let go
longing for more
in this life
venting to the heavens
above unseen
never with a reply

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Strike Back – Philip Winchester

I just read today that one of my favorite iPhone apps (Pressgram) is going to be discontinued by month’s end. WTF! I am seriously BUMMED, especially since I paid for a couple of the features and didn’t even get to use them for very long. ::sigh:: Now I wonder if the app will still be usable as a photo filtering app since none of the other photo filtering apps I use have the same features as Pressgram. Maybe someone will reply to my tweet. We shall see…

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Jamie Dornan on the Graham Norton show

I’m probably going to end up doing screencaps from The Fall. Watch me. LOL