only once more please

this very heart
abandoned for naught
yet still it yearns with
longing so sweet
only once more please
remember better time

hello there, tv boyfriend

I almost wish I had taken today off from work because then I would have had six days in a row just for me! Oh well, at least I got to play around with my new work computer. Omigosh, so much faster! And my monitor is huge!… Walking home sucked a little because it was so hot! And really, it wasn’t that hot but I was flushed enough to take a shower when I got home. Ick!

Taylor Kitsch in The Grand Seduction

We’ve watched several episodes of Friday Night Lights this week and I have to say, it’s such a great show! And yes, I’m sweet on Kitsch as Tim Riggins but the rest of the cast is pretty stellar. I’m glad we can watch it the way we’re watching it. It’s better to watch in mini-marathons.

Kitsch as my lock screen and home screen

All this Kitsch watching has gotten under my skin and now I’ve got him as my new lock screen and home screen. I’m also considering re-naming my phone. It’s currently called “Alcide” but I think it’s time for a change and I’m leaning towards a Kitsch inspired name. Or “Your Grace”. ;)

marked for goodness

this moment
once more
marked for goodness

little MoS came out for a little while

Happy Anniversary to us! Yes, 20 years married we have been. It’s been a good 20 years filled with happier days than sad. I’m a lucky lady to have such a wonderful husband. :)

new stickers for my Chromebook!

We spent the day together, had chicken and waffles for lunch, had drinks at Pyramid, wandered the comic book shop, then to the Verizon store. ;)

My sister had her baby today! I’m tita to another beautiful little girl. So exciting! She’s got great cheeks and so cute!!! :D

abandon the confusion

this time
abandon the confusion
you can’t
let go
open your heart
rife with possibilities

Kitsch reclaiming some space my fangirl world…

We had dinner at Black Angus this evening. A great, filling meal! The eve of our anniversary dinner. :) We both have tomorrow off, so it was nice to just take our time for dinner.

my dinner was GOOD

We finished the second season of Friday Night Lights. I absolutely understand why all the ladies love Taylor Kitsch, especially those fans of FNL. As Riggins, he’s pretty awesome. Goodness me! ;)

nothing will stop this

he knows me
every time I smile
nothing will stop this
roar in my heart
yet we stand so still

got the new twitter profile and I like it…

I had a busy Monday at work. Crazy! The phone calls! Gee.

your yearning will subside

take a breath
and let it go
your yearning will subside
laugh with the breeze
own this moment
resist the urge to cry

Taylor Kitsch as Tim Riggins
Kitsch as Riggins in FNL

I’m a sucker for dimples. ::sigh::

I told myself that I would not do screencaps of Kitsch as Riggins because 1) he plays a high school kid and 2) just NO. And yet I’ve taken some random caps these last couple of days. Someone stop me. Seriously. Please?

As our anniversary approaches, I feel as though some people want to harsh my vibe. I feel that these people in particular know exactly what they’re doing and they’re so miserable and jealous that they have to spread their misery onto others. And I’m not just talking about the subject of my f-locked post that only a select few have read. I’m talking about the crocodile tears crier aka SAB.

No, you know what, I’m not going to air it out even if I was going to be vague. Let me just let it be.

For now.

another prelude to MCM = Cavill, Kitsch, Flood

Look at those three. They’re lovely in their own ways, I tell ya. And they’ve all made me cry, so I apparently I must love them in my own way. Damn them.

I’ve gotten a couple of hits to my site from places that coincide with either a current fella’s place of living or birthplace. I’m going to pretend that this particular fella has found my site and is chuckling at my lunacy. I’m allowed my delusions, right? ;)

even as the tears fall

even as the tears fall
not even
regret can move
you to speak

Taylor Kitsch and a baby on Friday Night Lights

We’re still powering through the eps of Friday Night Lights. It’s a great show and I totally get why people LOVED it when it was on the air. And OH MY GOODNESS, Kitsch is amazing as Riggins. He can be such an ass but then he’ll do something so incredibly sweet and selfless that you just want to hug him! I told myself I wouldn’t do screencaps but when we got to the episode where he was holding the baby, I just had to snap a couple. SO DAMN CUTE!

I’ve recently realized that I’m one of those people who posts more pics than words on Twitter. I wasn’t like that before and I’m not sure if I should be sad about it. LOL I used to post more words than pics before and I wonder why I’ve changed. Hmmm.

prelude to Man Crush Monday: Cavill, Kitsch, Flood

My Man Crush Monday fellas, early! I’m not going to use the same picture but I will use the same fellas. Rarr. ;)

don’t forget me now

forget me now
let me go
only remember
once I’m gone
don’t forget me now

Starting over with Crossing Lines? Maybe…

I feel as though I’m going to give in and start doing random screenshots of Friday Night Lights. But I know I shouldn’t. Then again, why not?

left only in memory

can you believe
a word whispered
visions inspired
in one fleeting moment
lost in a blink
left only in memory

I like when my selfies end up next to one of the fellas…

Even if he is disowned. ;)