too many times

too many timesI've held my tonguebit down on wordsI wanted to sayso many timesI've silenced myselfsimmered so stillquelled down the ragehow many timeswill I restrain myselffrom flying offgiving in to regrethow many timescan I contain myselftalk down myselfburn the anger and forgetIf you read this at kiari.com, you miss the lovely userpics at Livejournal. I've…