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friday goodness

heralding the springgreen grass waits for the first stepthe crack of the bat I am watching the A’s on tv and they are showing a lot of hustle, leading the Angels 4-1 at the moment. I’m going to just try and enjoy every game I can without a thought of their record or what not.… Read More friday goodness

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still a little sad

I wish I knew what to saybut confusion gets in the wayI cannot imagine the painwas it the hard falling rainmatching the darkness withinshowing every scenario without a winnever to know your last thoughtonly to know the chaos it wroughtinside wondering whywithout a chance to say goodbyewill the anger dissipatewas this merely fatefighting with destinylosing… Read More still a little sad

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rest in peace

while the rain fellfrom skies so darkdid you see only miseryhovering on the horizondid your path show this endthe ultimate obliterationto unrelenting demonsraging for your soulwhile the wind howled outsidedid your heart match the chaosheeding such a callso irresistible and relentlessdid you forget the light still shiningdid you feel nothing in the endwhile the rain… Read More rest in peace

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hot country nights

it’s going to be easyfinding someone newyou’ll drift along awhilecry your tears insidelaugh and smile outsideit’s going to be easyonce your eyes meetthe moment stretchingstraight into eternitybefore breaking backit’s going to be easylearning from your pastas you step forwardheart in hand but unafraidwilling and free Hot Country Nights I had a great time on Saturday… Read More hot country nights

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WONDERCON!!!

I watch you from afardrifting along searchingfinding loveliving lovelosing lovecrying your tearsthen searching once more againI listen to your fearsgiving comfort when I canwhile you move alongfinding loveliving lovelosing lovenever learning from your tears WONDERCON!!! I really just wanted to go to the panels for Human Target and Chuck and we spent the bulk of… Read More WONDERCON!!!

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early babbling

were it goodness in meit vanished long agoreplaced by apathetic despairblending with the emptinesswere it laughter in meit disappeared long agoreplaced by listless dreamsdrifting without purposenow it’s nothing in meonly a sad and broken heartbeating with each breathuntil the darkness falls Sometimes I wonder why I write certain things. Sometime I think it just comes… Read More early babbling

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good friday

something wild in the windbeckons with such chaospersuading inhibitions freesomething wild in the skycalls seductive with promisebreaking every reason downsomething wild in your eyescrushes every weaknessigniting heat and fire